No, your eyes aren't deceiving you. This is a crystal clear image of the most recent gas bill- captured with my camera phone (it's an LG in case you want to rush out and buy it based entirely on the quality of this picture.) $689. This past month was $322 alone. Fuck. My. Life. Luckily, I've only lived for two months so none of that back balance has anything to do with me but I can't wait till it doesn't get paid and I can't cook or take a shower or sleep because its 10 degrees in here because our gas has been turned off. Awesome.
Sweet little Sara is ignoring the failure that was my note and has left her own on Jess's bedroom door.
My roomates call me Sue. I'm not sure why and at first it was kind of weird to me but I think I like it. I've never once introduced myself to anyone as Sue and aside from my last blog URL of suecat6969420, I've never referred to myself as Sue but whatever. I kind of like it now and I label my water bottle at work with Sue.
Anyways, Jess asked me if I wanted to go on a double date with her an her boyfriend and some boy (she showed me some photos- he is cute) I've never met. I'm unsure about it. I haven't been on a date in over a year and a half. I've put more effort into avoiding it than I have in showing interest. My brain finds ways to talk me out of certain things. I'm not so sure that the way I feel is normal.
PS. PS. PS.... PS. Eliot has a video up and I love it. Will have to buy the new album because I love the Crutchfields. video:
http://www.ifyoumakeit.com/video/p-s-eliot/we-d-never-agree/
notes usually never have a great effect on people. unless their suicide notes or the note is taped to bag of flaming dog shit and then, WHOOOOOMAN, do they notice that.
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